Hi all. No need to worry, you didn't forget mine. Tonight I went to my bro Stefan's birthday. And even though I'm not really the party going person normally, I like going to those more and more. One of the reasons I usually don't like partying at all is that I sometimes hardly know anyone who's there and because I'm not the 'hey how are you, I'm Biek and what do you do for a living' kind of person I'm pretty boring I guess. I'm Feeling easy and relaxed once I at least know who you are, but I'm quite closed up when I don't. With my sister and bro's party's that's all different, specially since their wedding. One of the main reasons was the fact that Stefan wanted me to join his bachelor party, which I not only liked very much but also I felt somehow honored in a certain way because you just don't invite anybody to your bachelor party now do you? Also on that day were a couple of Stefan's best friends whom I had never seen before but who turned out to be great guys to hang out with. I'll talk you through my version of that day some other time, back to the birthday now. Before the wedding I vaguely remember seeing one or two of them at earlier party's but then we never got much farther than 'hello, congratulations' and stuff like that. My 'problem' completely, see above ... but nonetheless not something to look forward to. But now when they entered the room, it was like 'hey Biek, how are you doing mate' and that felt good. It feels right 'at home' if you know what I mean. It's a bit difficult to explain but somehow it's nice to be remembered I guess. Maybe when I know how to explain better, I'll tell you people a bit more. Sometimes I do like party's,