Wuss
Monday, February 23, 2004
at : 2/23/2004 05:37:00 pm
at : 2/23/2004 05:37:00 pm
Hi folks. Does it happen to you too? You're not happy with a certain situation you're in but you're lacking either the courage or the means (or even worse: both) to do something about it? That's me at the moment. I have no idea on how to get me out of it. And what's even worse is that even if I did I probably wouldn't have the guts to say something yet, even though I think that it might solve a lot of guessing and hoping even. It's taking up so much energy at the moment.
I keep telling myself that I'm just waiting for the right moment but when is that? And will it be in time? Or has that moment already been here and didn't I notice it for some reason. Questions questions, questions. So what to do? Well I'm not sure yet, but something needs to happen.
What also bothers me is that it also seems to effect my general mood at work. At least that is what a colleague pointed out today: she asked me why I was so quiet so something is showing. And if there is one thing I do not like it's to get grumpy or so at work. I like my work very much and it should stay that way. Period.
Anyway, I'll figure something out and let you what happens. It will be fine when everything is sorted out, trust me. Just needed to get it a bit off my chest, so thanks for listening :-)
The big wuss,
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